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Thursday, December 29, 2005

me? an idealist!

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

wanna know yours? juz' click here.
The Three Question Personality Test


1984 is the year the youngest of my family was delivered (YUP! that's me!) That will be ALMOST 22 years from now (im just counting days before i turn older. hehehehe)

I am really quite discombobulated (my big word for the day *grin*) to which Chinese Horoscope I belong. Chinese New Year is usually a month difference from the one that we are using now which is i think the Gregorian calendar. If i rely on the Gregorian calendar then I'm a RAT, however if i rely on the Western Calendar... then im a BOAR. It's either im the first of the 12 animals or the last. (tough luck!)

SO anyways... i'll just consider myself a BOAR-RAT, a hybrid. (WHOA! that woud be interesting on who did who! :P )

I'll just post both of my horoscopes here and just rely that good fortune and good luck will be by my side all year long!


Cheer up and accept good luck as your right!
For the very lucky sign of the Rat, 2006 may be a year of surprises. Romance and financial improvements will open up for you if you shed bad habits. Most importantly, don't use the past as the basis of your future expectations.

Don't let stress take charge in 2006. In other words, quit procrastinating; your resources--including minor health issues--may not be reliable in 2006. Plan ahead!

Also, don't turn to unhealthy habits to relieve stress. I'm especially talking about overspending or--at the other extreme--obsessing about money. Instead, take up yoga, walk on the beach, spend time in art galleries, go to concerts, or find other ways to bring serenity to your life.


Identify your unique strengths and stay in focus.
2006 is going to test your patience. It's also going to be a year of profound self-examination, with the potential to soar in future years.

In the past, you've been playing it safe. Even if you've been a little bit of a renegade, you've carefully stayed as mainstream as possible.

Well, 2006 is going to force you to identify what makes you different, and shine the spotlight on that. It's like "niche marketing," but it will involve more than just how you handle your career. You may need a new wardrobe, a new car, and a total lifestyle change, to accommodate who you really are, inside; that's where your strengths are.

Sure, this sounds like mid-life crisis, and maybe it is. But, if you continue to try to look like everyone else, you'll lose big as your competitors--in all areas of life--sweep success right out from under you.

Instead, be the very best YOU that you can be, and live loud and large. It may fray your nerves to make these changes in 2006, but... on a gut level, you knew that this was overdue.


I know that some of the populace really belief in this and i respect their choice and opinion, however for me... its just
fun to have a foresight on the things that "might" come in the near future, but still i depend on me to make my life better.
i make my own destiny. i make my own choices. i write my own story. and i like it just like that!!! :) :) :)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

How do i say, I Love You...

How to say

I Love You

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)/Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)/Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)/Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)

something to think about...

“If we don't feel love with our heart, then how come that's where it hurts when someone doesn't love you back?”

Tuesday, December 27, 2005


Pictures from POSTSECRET

Monday, December 26, 2005

right brained po akow!!!

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

Holiday Shopping!!!

hmmm. this past few days grabeh yung sked ko. After work. i have to go out and buy stuff for presents. HAAY! ako bulsa, hay! buslot na. I don't even know what happened to my 13th month and my pay and my bonus. they say, easy come... easy go, but come to think of it, pinaghirapan ko naman yun! But in da spirit of xmas. Cge. Once in a year lang toh eh.

eto kami... shopping kuno!

dats shy2x and stela. they are my beloved roommates.

eto si ste... shop cya nang pang kris kringle nya bukas!

eto di si mommy shy n yves... walang magawa kaya nagpa mukhang THUGZ!

ako alang picture kasi ako may dala ng fone eh! kaya lagay lang ako different pic... yung cute ako!!!


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

a tribute to my beloved

Dats my baby!!!

I LOVE YOU. I never knew that i am capable of feeling this way. Sometimes, it scares me , but to visualize a life w/o you... that's scarier! They say that we are not meant to be... but i beg to disagree. your hand fits perfectly in my hand. We are soulmates, i believe that!

All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share

All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I'd be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way
I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time but then I chose to lay it on the line

I put the past away
I put the past away
I put the past away

All my life, I will carry you through
All my life, between each hour of the passing days
I will stay with you

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way
I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time then I chose to lay it on the line

I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I wanted this all my life

my wishlist!

im writing my wishlist in here, baka may maawa pa at pagbigyan ang
whim ko. :P I will be so grateful pag lahat ng wish ko, makuha ko. (tough luck!)

my lucrative desires...
1. A new phone. yung Nokia N70 or N90. pwede na rin if yung SE W800 lang!
2. I pod mini or any mp3 player that has good sound quality.
3. A digital camera. Bahala na ano, basta yung 3.2 pixels... OKS Na OKS!
4. Diamond Peel sessions. 8 sessions will do.
5. Dr. Pardis sessions as well.

hnde material...
1. bigyan ako ng clarity kung anong gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko.
2. magka trabaho na yung mga friends ko that are looking for employment
3. pag-uwi sa kuya ko and for him to settle down in cebu!
4. hoping na ma promote ATE ko... she deserves it!
5. prayers nang lahat na maging okay tayong lahat... health wise.

but my inner wish is that...

May the Lord bless my family, friends and i every single day.
May He give us strength in the hour of need and
hope in the time of despair. May he unite the families that are
broken and renew friendship. May love reign every day...

I may like new and expensive techy stuff but if i would give
up my current fone and my five material wishes just to get the
bottom five done... I would!

POY... okay lang yan!

dats me n poy (walang magawa: so posing nalang!)


Okay lang yan! Smile ka lang. ENJOY MANILA! Sus, tagal mong hindi nakauwi. Namnamin mo yung panahon of relaxation, kasi once every 5 years lang yan! (for him... workaholic kasi eh!) It's gonna be fine.

Dito sa CEBU, yeah... we can't deny it. We miss you! wala na kasing madaldal na ka-opisina. HAAAYY! January ka pa balik diba? (WARNING: HUWAG KANG BALIK NG CEBU IF WALANG PASALUBONG. HATOL: BITAY) Alam mo naman kung anong gusto ko eh?

Pag tawag mo kanina sabi mo tumataba ka... SANA NGA! Feeling ko kasi anorexic ka. KUMAIN KA HA! That's what Christmas is all about, teh pleasure of FREE FOOD w/o the guilt! and, tol... im happy for you! Alam mo na kung ano yun!

At least you are enjoying your life! you deserve it jud.

Haaayyy... miss ko na yung gagu!

whats with you!!!

ewan ko ba kung anong nagawa ko. Somebody is jealous of me. FEELING NOH? hinde talaga... if he/she is not jealous then why take time and effort and money to hurt me. AS IF? hindi ko sya ka level! GGGRRR.

natatawa lang ako sa mga ginagawa mo... ang sama siguro ng budhi mo, cause as far as i know... we are on the level of "just acquantaince"

we say hi, hello and that's it. We don't even see each other. SUS! inlab kaba sa akin? HAAY. Sorry po! taken na yung lola mo. Alam mo naman yun diba? or if hinde ka sa akin inlab, sa BOYFRIEND KO!!! hhmmmm... may sense din. Either way, sorry ka nalang --- we have each other. strong na yung relationship namin. we have survived na! Going 4 years na po kami! BBLLEEEHH!!!

Nobody wants to stick with you if not for your money uy! ULOL! you have a crappy personality and a sick sense of humor. you think you are cool. mas cool pa yung katulong namin sa bahay! naiinis ako sa pagmumukha mo... wala ka na ngang face value pati na ugali mo, wala pa rin. At ilang years ka na sa college? 5 diba... at 2nd year ka pa rin? WOW! di ka nahihiya sa mama mo?

Maraming tao dyan gusto mag-aral pero di makapag-aral dahil walang pera. Ikaw... maraming pera wala namang UTAK! SUS! mauubos din yan...

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

This was given by a friend to me....

She said that i was a BITCH and i should be proud.
Read down below and then you tell me not to be proud when called a BITCH.

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,
they call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those I love,
they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or
do things my own way, they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in
my heart. It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and
speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for
myself instead of being everyone's maid.

It means I have the courage and strength to
allow myself to be who I truly am and won't
become anyone else's idea of what
they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.
I want what I want and there is
nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame,
try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold
within me. You won't succeed.
And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.

I embrace the title and am proud to bear it!

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

Sunday, December 04, 2005


Lymuel Dexter
(dats y he's da best! nindota ah!)
The only rose among the thorns, my bro is one of the very few good single (but not available) guys out there. He's always there when you need him. parang, confidant bah.
Hapit na imung edad mawala sa calendaryo... gilang, naa pa btaw bingo cards!
I hate the fact na wala ka dito on your special day, but i know that ate Ivy is traking good care of you pud.
I love you and i can't wait na balik ka dito sa cebu!!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

surprise po

(This is way overdue: NOV 26 pa it)



wonderful roomate, good listener, obessive compulsive cleaner, loyal GF, devoted Christian, rational, loving, caring, thoughful and most of all... BEAUTIFUL, inside and out.

We had a salo-salo prepared by... our land lady! Si Ma'am Lily jud. Nag pa grill ug pork ug isda. Then Ngioyong sa Cheaverz, puso ug softdrinks. pagkahuman kaon, cake dayun... payter na!

We really didn't expect it. mabait kasi ako roomate that is why she is blessed.




you are a true angel. beloved sis, thank you for everything. You have never abandoned me. You truly have supported me in anything i do, even if you dont approve of it, but when you see i really want it... you give advices. you have also tried to make me understand how the real world works... (but di ko maminaw usahay :P) You are the rope that binds our family together.


we had sort of a 3 day celebration.....

Day 1. November 28

POD 5 : Banilad Town Center
5pm - 12mn
Dad, ATE O, Ditse, ME, Dan, Uzzel, Larae and BF, Arthur, Rhea, Bridgette, Ivy
(post pics later)

we sang to our hearts content! bahala sila. cute ko that day! as in! (feel ko) Si bridgette nakaka aliw, galing kumanta! pwomis. yung sister ko naman na si virgo, parang angel din kumanta. kami lahat ay nasa tono naman at nag voicing pa! sosyal...

Day 2 : November 29

Ayala 'n Balbacua Place
Ate O and ME

went to ayala to meet my sis. Original plan was to play at timezone but unfortuantely I arrived at 10:50pm which sucks coz the closing time was 11:00pm. So wala nalang. We decided to eat. So close na yung gusto kung kainan, so i just chose the Balbacua place that me and my officemates go to always. (maka save pa mi) So, we ate there. SARAP!

Day 3 : November 30

Jerry's Grill, Timezone, Ratski
Dad, Ate O, Diste. ME. Ate Warfe, Ate Aubrey

had dinner with my cousins at Jerry's Grill. spent another hour waiting for my dad to arrive. Tagal nya noh! then after we went to timezone. Game galore. My dad and I tried this machine that takes a pic of you and draws it... ala charcoal style bah. Ganda kalabasan. Cute ko! but my dad didn't like it coz maitim daw cya tignan. hmmm, may pinag manahan ako sa pagka vain!
after how many hour doon sa gaming zone... Disco sila...

me? i went to the office to earn my keep. huhuhu!

my secret wish!!!

i am quite sad these days. i really don't know why i feel like this. hollow. cold. and just plain sad. i think im not depressed cause i'm still eating and i still want to exist in this world. when I am around people i feel lonely but whenever im alone... i feel complete. ANG GULO! maybe i just wanna take time off from everything. I wanna leave the country for a while. maybe go to hongkong... if i just had the money, i would do that in an instant.

I really cant share what i feel inside to anyone. they really won't understand it. I wish i was on top of the mountain so i can just shout and release the tension inside me.

I feel like im in a crossroads right now. I have to decide soon.

bits and pieces lang talaga masasabi ko... hay!

i know you will be reading this and you might wonder kung bakit i feel this way, if you wanna know, lets talk. i dont wanna hurt you! that is the last thing i wanna do. but right now im hurting inside... that is why we need to talk.

I wish we could just be like before. We were so happy back then. No problems, not even one bit.
i wish i felt the same way like you do... the intensity of your love for me is unrealistic and im flattered. i wish that whenever i see you, i see the man i loved, somewhere along the way, WE changed... i don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. All i know is that i fell in love with a man that had a lot of fire inside him. The energy in him was great. I wish i could see him, with the intense fire in him burning again. i wish that you would caress me like you did before. I melted whenever you touched me. the warmth of your gentle touch made me helpless. now, all i sense is the need for you to be with me... it's not the want. i wish you'd take more time to dream dreams. i want you to dream so that i can dream along with you. encourage you to accomplish that dream. be by yourside all the days of our lives. i wish you would take the worried feeling i have now, knowing that i really must talk about us and all the possibilities. i wish that we could just be friends if things wont work out the way we planned it 3 years ago. i wish i can see your will to stand on your own. i wish i could take more time to be with you and care for you as i have always wanted. I wish i can see your drive to protect me from people not wanting me to be your partner. i wish that you can be a romantic guy once in awhile, im not asking for it everyday. I wish you can decide what you want us to be, believe me, I LOVE YOU but I can't wait forever...

Oh how i wish, but i've learned that not all wishes come true. This might be one of those.

Dont get me wrong... i love my other half... this is just one of those days that i wished... and wished...